Here are some things about me that you probably didn't know.
▪ I am claustrophobic. I can handle being in small spaces, but I can't handle being in a situation where I can't easily walk free. For example, I could be in a big room, but if I was locked in and couldn't get out, I would freak out. Another example, if someone holds me down, and I can't break free, I start to panic.
▪ I used to think I was bi-sexual. I liked kissing girls for fun, and I would find some girls attractive. Then I realized the true meaning of being bi-sexual, which is wanting a relationship with both sexes. I wouldn't want to be in a relationship with a girl, and I don't think of them in that way. I came to find out that it's pretty common for straight girls to find another girl attractive.
▪ Before finally turning atheist, I was once a believer in Christianity, and Wicca. I still like reading about the Wiccan religion from time to time, but I don't practice it or believe in higher powers.
▪ During some of elementary and middle school, I took Tae Kwon Do classes. I got the first three belts, and then quit. I wish I would have stuck with it. The instructors always admired my push-ups and would tease the boys about doing worse than a girl. Now I can barely do a push-up.
▪ I hate talking on the phone. I would much rather talk in person, or online.
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So weird that a lot of the things you've written here pretty well describes me or very close to it.
Being stuck in places, regardless of the size of the place, really makes me uneasy and I tend to get pretty panicky too.
I used to think that I was a lesbian. I have always been attracted to women and like you, used to kiss a lot of girls for fun. I even went as far as "being" with another woman sexually when I was 16. But that was when it all changed for me and I came to realize that it really didn't have much of an effect on me and that I'd much rather continue being with men sexually. I've come to realize, like you, that finding woman attractive is very common and doesn't mean you're bi or gay.
I used to practice the Wiccan religion and was a full-fledged Pagan. I did not however become an Atheist after that. I actually began learning about the Christian faith (my born religion) and decided to become a United Protestant. This I guess is where we differ. LOL But we are a lot alike you and I.
I recon being confused about your sexuality happens to a lot of people. We all have our ages. Like you, I'd find other girls attractive as well.
I'm not much of a phone talker either. I prefer TXT msging, or chatting online anyday. lol.
I've always found some girls attractive, and when I was younger I was worried that I wasn't normal because of that, but on the internet I thankfully learnt that it was normal for straight girls to be like that
And I hate talking on phones aswell, it really annoys people because they want to talk to me on the phone I just ignore it lol. The only people I can speak to on the phone is my Mum, Dad, Sister and Brother, with anyone else I start stuttering which gets really annoying. Talking via the internet is easier and cheaper lol
Yeah I don't like talking on the phone either. I'd much rather text or talk online then on the phone for the simple reason being that I don't like hearing other people breathe on the other line.
Its different if you have something important to say, but people usually don't.
We are so much alike!
When my boyfriend is just messing around with me and holds me down, I panic as soon as I realize I can't get up if I wanted to. Even if I am lying on my arm, as soon as I realize I'm pinning my own arm down, I have to move it. I have to be able to stretch my arms and legs.
Same thing with me - Some girls are hot, but I need a man for a relationship. It may sound dumb, but I will admit I need a guy to feel complete.
I'm an atheist too, and think every religion except Christianity is interesting and has some cool ideas.
I hate talking on the phone too. I rarely even answer it. I'd much rather text, chat online, or of course just hang out in person.
I absolutely hate being in spaces where I can't break free. Especially on buses. When I sit at the back of the bus and it's crowded by other people and I can't just walk of the bus freely, I worry and panic!
I know it's kind of pathetic but I can't help it.
D'you mind if I ask what changed your mind re Religion? I've always been interested in why some people just "stop" believing (for want of better phrasing).
I don't really like talking on the phone either. It's easier to just talk in person or online. Phone conversations get boring sooo easily. And then you have to put up w/ awkward silence lol. I just took Tae Kwon Do last semester. Mannn it's no joke, I felt sore a few times just from the warmups!
I can relate to the phone. The only person I like talking to is Richie. Anyone else, well it's just too odd.
Also the bi-sexual one, I went through the same when I was 17.
I'm like you with 2, 3, and 5. Except I always knew I was straight as an arrow, even though I had fooled around with girls. It was all just for fun, rry.
I hate talking on the phone cos I get bored and I sometimes think that I don't know how to, haha. Even though in high school, all I ever did was that.
I'm so not a phonte person either, which isn't evident considering I have 2. There's just something comforting about texts/ims/emails that gives you a chance to reply or not and not just hold the phone. lol If that makes sense.
Yeah, it is common for women/girls to point out an attractive woman or make reference to a nice body part. I do it all the time.
I was the same way with the bi-sexual thing. It's like it's all fun and stuff to just kiss and everything and I do find girls attractive. But I really want to be in a relationship with a guys. It's cook to know that it is normal and that there is someone who understands that.
It don't hate talking on the phone, but I just find it easier texting, talking in person, or online. Because you can talk to more than one person online or texting and also do other things. And just being in person makes it easier to get what people are saying because of facial expressions.
I agree with Amber. I'm also interested in knowing about why people change their religion. You should share your story, if your comfortable.
I feel anti-social when I tell people I'm not much a phone talker. Like, I'm not one of those people that talks on the phone everyday. You'd be better off texting me or IMing me.
Britney. 19 years old. Maryland. November 14th. In love with Wesley. The color pink. Horror movies. Addicted to music & Rockstar. 



