This post isn't meant to offend anyone, but I find fake boobs to be quite trashy. It makes me look at the girl as fake and just wanting sexual attention. I can understand people being self conscious about their bodies. I've always been very self conscious about mine. Especially my breasts, since I'm only an A cup. People have called me flat chested and I just felt horrible about myself. Now, however, I just brush it off and laugh at them because they're just ignorant assholes. If a guy is so superficial to care about what your boobs look like, then he isn't even worth your time.

While I'm on the subject of fake boobs, WTF is this…?!?!

She needs to do something about that deformity. :O

Sometimes I get so mad at Wesley. I kind of feel like he holds me back from things I want to do. Ashleigh and I were talking about piercings the other day and it made me want to get another piercing (preferably the vertical labret), but no, that was not okay with Wesley. He would kill me if I got it done. I also want to get my hair done soon. I want it to be dark brown with caramel and some dark red streaks. He said he would let me get that done, but he made it clear that he wasn't too happy about it. He thinks that red color is a "freak" color and doesn't want me to look like those "freaks from Hot Topic" as he calls them. He really is a great boyfriend, but it's just his close mindedness that gets to me.

EDIT: Wesley and I stayed up until 5 in the morning talking about it. I am not getting the piercing, but I'm eventually getting my hair done. I can't wait!

It's been two days since I have removed my nose piercing. I believe the hole closed within a day after I removed it. I tried putting the stud back in to see if I could, but it wouldn't go in. I still really miss it. It's weird not seeing that shiny stud on my nose anymore. The bump/scab is still on my nose. I hope it goes away soon. It's hideous and I am sick of looking at it. The bump has gone down some, however.

I watched two movies over the weekend. Wicked Little Things and Toolbox Murders. I love horror movies! They were okay. My aunt watched Toolbox Murders with my dad and I and it was funny when she started screaming, haha.

Now let me refer to what the title of this blog is all about. I was just sitting at work typing away. Linda (my supervisor) walks over and says, "Are you enjoying our company?" I did not know what she was talking about. She told me what time it was and said, "Don't you leave at 9:30?" I looked at my computer screen and said, "Yeah, and it's 9:13." Turns out that the clock on the computer changed on me for some reason. It was actually quarter after 10! I thought she was playing a joke on me at first, but she was for real. I know the clock was right when I got there and when I went on break. Sometime while I was there, the computer must have set the clock back an hour and I did not even realize it. Oh well, at least I get paid for my extra hour. I passed my mom on my way home. She was worried and came out looking for me. I apologized, but told her it was not my fault. I still can't believe that happened!

After work, I talked to my boyfriend on the phone. He told me some ignorant things his dad said, like he doesn't need a girlfriend right now and stuff like that. It upset me and I started crying a bit. Wesley told me not to worry about it. I can't help but worry though, you know? He said I just need to spend more time with his family but when they say things like that, it makes me not want to be around them because I feel uncomfortable.