Not much has happened since the last entry, but I said I would update you all on the situation, so I will. I am feeling a lot better now. Things aren't as dramatic. I'm still a bit nervous about seeing her at work on Tuesday, but I'm sure it will be fine. To clear something up, I was only apologizing and being nice to settle the drama. I do not, under any circumstance, want to be her friend again. She is nothing more than a hypocrite who thinks she is better than everyone.

After I sent her that message, she replied back with this: "um there is no drama.. i wrote a status when i got home that day about it, and she was asking me about it, what i talk about with my friends is my business, and im not even worried about it anymore, i just thought it was dumb, and immature, but i move on with my life, and dont let anything stupid or little like this slow me down, and p.s. stop stalking my page?? ive never done anything wrong to you, but when you act like that, i dont want to associate my self with the drama, i have no time or room for people that like to stir shit up in my life, im not mad, im fine, i dont really even care about it anymore, it just irritated me at the time."

If that reply is not hypocritical, then I do not know what is. There is no drama? I think calling me a "bitch" and a "hater" on someones myspace qualifies as drama. She may have thought my joke was dumb and immature, but the way she reacted was even more dumb and immature. She's never done anything wrong to me? Hmm… let's see… I think standing me up without a message or phone call doesn't exactly cut it as the "right" thing to do, therefore making it wrong. I'm stirring shit up in her life? No, it was a joke that I apologized for. She stirred shit up in my life!

Now I've got that out of the way. I'm moving on from this situation, and I am glad to have her out of my life.

Am I in middle or high school? Hell no! So all this stupid drama needs to stop. If you follow me on Twitter, you will know the past couple of days haven't been good. Do you remember me mentioning a girl named Ashleigh in my blog before? The girl from work that I became friends with. Well, our friendship is over. Thursday, at work, I was joking around with her. I called her "retarded" (I do this with my boyfriend and close friends all the time), and when she left 10 minutes early I said, "I don't know what she's gonna do if she ever has to work full time." I wasn't saying it in a serious/smart attitude kind of way. The whole time I said it I had a smile on my face. That's clue I was joking. Maybe I should have just kept my big mouth shut. However, she really overreacted. She sent me a message on myspace saying she doesn't need someone like me in her life who tries to bring down her confidence. I messaged her back apologizing and saying it was a joke, but that's not good enough for her.

Then I discovered she was talking shit about me, and this really set me off. I got really shaken up. I was crying and literally shaking. She's acting like I am the one who is wrong. Sorry, but I am the one who apologized. I am the one who is trying to act maturely and settle this like adults. She is the one that is talking shit about me. She is the one acting like a 12 year old. She's been talking about me to some girl who I have never seen or met before in my entire life. This is their conversation from myspace comments:

Some girl: "whos talkin bout cha mama? do i have ta smack a bitch!? lol jk! i always love when ppl talk like that knowing damn well your better than they ever will be so thats all that matters! right!? and im sorry but being a mother is the hardest job in the world and when your wroking on top of that to support yourself and your family shewwww i give ya major props on that cuz that only takes a REAL WOMAN to be able to do that! ok im babblin and i dont even know whats goin on! sorrry =]"

(What does being a mother have to do with anything? I never said shit about her being a mom. Yes, these girls are both mothers. They need to grow up and act like it.)

Ashleigh: "HAHAHA I LOVE YOUU! yea some dumb little bitch at my work, shes always got something smart to say, cuz shes jealous lol and i left 10 mins. early today cuz my back was killing me! i think i have a pinched nerve, and she was like GOD i wonder what she would do if she had to work full time…im like BITCH, why dont you mind your own god damn business, fucking stupid little bitch!! hahah i was pisseddddd"

(I always have something smart to say? I told her it was a joke, and it wasn't meant to be smart. I am nice to everyone. She is the one that stood me up a while back when we were supposed to hang out and acted like it was no big deal. Yet she gets this pissed off about a joke? wtf!)

Some girl: "WOW! are you serious!!!? where do you work! guess im makin a trip! i might have to walk LOLOLOL! for one its none of her busines why you left 10 WHOLLEEE minutes early haha! maybe she sould get a life and stay outta yours!! thats the prob with these bitches these days they never mind thier own business and always have drama cuz thier in everyone else livesss."

(I have drama? No, I am not the one talking shit. It's bitches like these that have the drama.)

Ashleigh: "yea this bitch is a haterrrrr;D she does not want to talk shit to ME! lol"

(Umm… who's the one talking shit?)

Obviously, I was pissed after reading their convo, so I sent Ashleigh this message:

"I'm not mad at you. I'm not hating on you. But why are you calling me a hater and a bitch? I told you it was a joke. I will admit it was a bad one. I asked Linda what she thought and even she knew I was kidding around. I know your back hurts a lot and you don't like to sit. That's why I was poking fun at it, but it was wrong. How many times should I say it? I am sorry I hurt you. I am deeply hurt by this too, just so you know. I'm trying to be mature about this and settle this like adults. I don't need the high school drama. So why is someone I've never met before leaving you comments about me? Please discuss this with me and not someone else. You don't have to like me or be my friend. Maybe you never did? I just don't want the drama. This reminds me of middle school and I was TORMENTED, and sunk into a deep depression because of stupid drama. Every time something like this happens, it gets me very shaken up. I would appreciate it if we could please settle this. Write me back, please?"

She hasn't replied yet. I'll keep you guys updated.